I am so sorry Tabbie.

I didn't bother updating here because I was too preoccupied with... *gulp* Multiply.

I'M SORRY!!!!

But I will never abandon you Tabbie! :] I just got sidetracked. Hehehe...

Anyway, back to regular programming!

It's the first day of October and it's raining.

I love this kind of rain. It makes me lazy. I love being lazy. Especially on afternoons. Unfortunately, I can't afford to be lazy today because I still need to finish my major plate input for tomorrow which will be aptly called The Doomsday. Meh.

And... I'm feeling freakishly happy because I have a new phone. It's thin, sleek, black and it has a camera! *spreads the happiness* I can finally camhorr to near-death but I still have to buy that USB Bluetooth device to able to transfer it to our computer. Two words. Not cheap! Sadness.

Christmas is just around the riverbend!

What's on your wishLUST?

I want need Kurecolors, Coleen colored pencils and kaboodles of money.

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I am pretty much convinced that my husband will not be a Filipino.  It's going to be Thai, Vietnamese or of some other Asian nationality.

Either that or I don't get married at all which is you know, perfectly fine with me.

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I'm gonna treat you to one of my drunk ramblings galore. I'm not really drunk or anything. I just like babbling stuff like, say...

I don't want to get married. EVER. Yes, I'm going to expound on the thing I said yesterday.

Anyway, yeah. As early as now, I'm not going to hope that I will ever get married. I don't mind the single life. It's easier and less complicated anyway.

I don't want to come to a point in my life where I'll continue to live with a certain person even if I know that I don't have feelings/love (for) him anymore just for the sake of staying.

I don't want to pick fights for the most trivial of matter blown into epic proportions with a person I have, once upon a time, promised to love forever.

I don't want to be disillusioned into thinking that after the "I do's", everything will be perfect and go according to plan.

I know that happy endings don't exist, at least not on this plane I'm living.

Maybe I'm being selfish, an ingrate or both for saying this. I'm not. I'm telling you, I love my parents. I really do and not just because I'm required to love them ok?

But I don't want to be like them.

It's just so complicated that it came to a point that me and my brother just don't fucking care anymore of what the outcome will be when they fight.

It's quiet now in this house. My mother's not busy and my father's in China.

And you see, I can sense their relief.

Maybe that's the primary reason why I don't want to get married.

Trapped was never a pretty word in my vocabulary.

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I have bought and wrapped all your gifts up.

I know your birthdays are at least 2 weeks away but I am a freakishly excited person that I tend to buy, prepare and wrap my gifts as early as a month before the due date.

But I'm kinda broke so.. it's nowhere near the word expensive but I have prepared it with all my heart and all so... *sparkling eyes*

Hehehe

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I am itching for sembreak.

The prospect of 4 lazy weeks with nothing to do but sleep and watch and eat is my idea of heaven. 4 weeks with no plates, deadlines, nor exams to think about.

HAPPY HAPPY JOY JOY.

Our final presentation for the major plate is finally finished!

And by golly, I am still alive.

But I think, actually, I AM SURE that my grades in GE 1 are dining in hell right now or something but whatever. x_x

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Ubos na gasolina.

o_o

HAHA.

I will blog a better entry over the weekend.

Assuming I'll still be alive after tomorrow.

Hello Departmentals.

If ever I fail you, I will give one prof of mine a nice long curse because he never really taught us anything remotely resembling Arch 1 so yeah, I will effing do that. HI SIR LIM. Wala akong natutunan sa'yo. Kaya sa kangkungan kami pupulutin bukas. Pakshet.

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Because broke people like me can only dream as much and I'm relying on Christmas for this one. (I know, selfishness was never my best trait but...  hehe. x_x) I've been a good girl this year. I've never cut a class except PE, I go home on time, I'm nice, sometimes. My grades are okay, no failing marks that I know of. YET. Hahaha so there! Feel free to make my wishes come true. Kisshugkisshug. :D

Kurecolors

Coleen Colored Pencils

Dance Dance Dance by Haruki Murakami

CD of Lifehouse

Jansport Backpack. (The designs are so effing cute!)

Skechers sandals

1 ream of A3 paper

Books. Lots of it.

Money. Also lots of it.

Headbands. :D

Socks

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I WISH I HAD THE COURAGE TO NOT CARE AT ALL.

But I do.

I so effing do.

So now, I'm in shambles.

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I was just supposed to pass my paper in Eng 12 with Marmar and meet up with Mae in Katips. Be home by 4. That's the master plan.

Then, Louise called me asking me where I was and if she wants to meet up with me. I told her I will be in Starbucks but I didn't exactly inform her that I was with Mae.

Hey, why not?

Three is never a crowd in my life so.. sure, coconuts. :D I don't like it if I turn down my friends just because I'm with my other friends. I like it if my friends are all cool with each other. The more, the merrier. :D

We had oodles of fun! I am so happy that Lou and Mae clicked! It would have been really awkward if they didn't. Anyway, after staying in Starbucks, we decided to go to SM! Oh, and have our ears pierced! For the last time. ((: And windowshopped a lot. A girl can dream right?

It was really fun, guys!

Had the best time in months.

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I've been going out a lot with my friends lately.

I guess my loyalty still and will forever lie with my high school bitches loves. No offense to my blockmates but these girls are the the only people who knows me like the back of their hands.

And I love them so fucking much.

When we're all fabulously rich; I hope all these things we share, gross shit included, will never change.

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• Rainbow Six
• Good Omens
• The Hobbit
• The Fellowship of the Ring
• The Two Towers
• The Return of the King

It's gonna be me, my bed and the books, baby! :D

No spoilers plz. I will keel you.

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It's not that I had it so bad, it's just that some people had it so damn good.

I want to be like that.

Someday.

Yeah, someday.

Because frankly, I won't take no for an answer.

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I haven't blogged much this sembreak because I am *gasp* busy with:

1. LOST. Yes, that-ultrafucking-cool-I-will-worship-whoever-came-up-with-this-ultrafucking-cool-show-Lost. Shiyet, pare. As usual bitin ang season. Huhu.
2. LOTR. OH MY SKIRT. HOTDAMN. The book is awesome beyond words. Yes, I have this habit of reading the book first before watching the film adaptation. Because I consider watching the movie first before reading the book as cheating. lolz.

And please, Makati-peeps. Pay my mother now so that she can pay back the money she owes me. It's not that I am greedy (because you are the ones who are fucking greedy and putting my mom in a fucking tight situation), I just need it because I need to buy school supplies soon and I also need to do my Christmas shopping. So please please please, cough up the money so we can all get on with our lives.

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The Rants:

My parents just won't stop backbiting each other and I am caught in the middle. I would have to side with my father though. My mother is just freaking impossible like that lately. I hate it. I HATE IT. She just won't shut up, omigod. I am sick and tired of hearing her bitch about us specifically, my father. It doesn't help that she does this when she's alone with me. In the car. Why me? Why? Why not my brother who doesn't give a flying fuck about anyone save for himself? WHY DOES IT HAVE TO BE ME EVERY DAMN TIME?

I would rather be ignorant of all this. It's been bothering me so much that I would want to hang myself.

I will never ever EVER make the same mistakes my parents did. That's a promise.

The Raves:

My 4-day LOTR moment is finished and.. what can I say? It left me breathless.

Got an uno in Arch 2. :D

But dammit, must she really poison it all for me?

Ayaw ko na maging panganay.

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