July 21st, 2008

Selfishness


kaktus

Met up with Lou today.

It was supposed to be a date.

And yet, when I saw her, her blockmate was with her.

I mean, he's ok and all but really, she could have told me beforehand. I'm not really good when it comes to interacting with people I am forced to meet. Syempre, hindi ako makarelate since they're both Ateneans so what the hell do I fucking know right?

I acted like a complete fool. And to top it all off, just because I babble random shit, it doesn't give Louise the right to get pseudo-angry at me with all the drama. Nakakahiya at ako ang napapahiya. I guess it's ok kung kaming dalawa lang pero come one, kasama nya yung blockmate nya e. It's really awkward.

I don't like the unnecessary baggage.

Sorry.

I'm selfish that way.

 

Currently feeling: annoyed
Posted by kaktus at 07:05 PM in Bitch Fits | 5 1,827,284,023 comments
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meowpaw
Comment posted on July 27th, 2008 at 07:30 AM
that thing doesn't happen to me.

konti lang friends ko eh. :))
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johanna (guest)
Comment posted on July 24th, 2008 at 12:25 AM
I hate weird moments with people I don't know.

HOW THE HELL AM I SUPPOSED TO BE A TEACHER? :))
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kaktus
Comment posted on July 24th, 2008 at 05:01 PM
Yes! Absofuckinglutely weird moments with people i don't know.

Medyo nabadtrip rin ako nung kinuwento ni Louise kay blockmate about my upcat results experience. it's NOT meant to be shared to what i consider as (a) total stranger(s). it's just not meant to be! -_-; ang damot ko sa kwento pero.. i keep that embarrassing memory kinda precious. :D
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stargirl-machine
Comment posted on July 21st, 2008 at 08:12 PM
amen. it gives off a vibe that you were the one who was forced to fit yourself in.

selfish.. sometimes it sounds really enticing.
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kaktus
Comment posted on July 22nd, 2008 at 05:19 PM
yes! that's it.

dapat kami lang e. kaso andyan si blockmate.
so i'm the one who felt like an intruder. -_-

must talk to her bout this soon. hahaha :D
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