Entries for March, 2008
You know the drill.
6 weird things. Ha. Easy. (spot the not.)
1. I have a pet cockroach.
2. I want to watch Pulp Fiction.
3. I chew my hair.
4. Gayness fascinates me.
5. I like funky earrings.
6. I eat dirt.
I'll tag: No one. Hehe.
Written by kaktus at 11:06 PM.
{ music } With You
{ book } Economics Henawts
Written by kaktus at 05:12 AM.
Wednesday:
I went to UP Diliman with Louise after our exams to explore the place. I did that with less than 20 freaking pesos on my pocket. Hahaha! The gorgeous forgetmenot that I am, I thought my money was in that wallet so there. Pero sobrang saya parin! Ang sarap mamasyal kasi ang presko! 3 more months and this will be my new home. *kilig. Hahahaha =))* I finally found where the CHE building is and oh, I don't know? Excited me much? We talked about a lot of stuff and I guess it's no coincidence that the ID worskhop is just a shout away from the Institute of Biology building. Meant to be talaga.
We went to Ate Mia's canteen on the... basta sa College of Music yun e. 8D Hehehe.
Thursday:
Bowling with my bitches friends! THE BEST SOBRA. Lora, Louise, Prudon, Janelle, Lyza, Gem, Marmar, me and Mica were the ABSOLUTE GUTTERGIRLS. Benta e! Before that, naglaro rin kami sa Bump Cars ng Worlds of Fun and sumakay sa Mini-coaster whatever. Parang kami, POTENTIAL ENEGRY TAPOS MAGIGING KINETIC ENERGY! Centripetal force! Impulse-Momentum Theorem! HAHAHAHAHA! Physics is love. We also went window shopping. CLOTHES! DROOOOOLS. I bought a shirt with a toilet bowl design! XD Fan ako ni Sir Uly e. Lolz. ARTWORK IS EFFING LOVE.
Louise: That's it. I need a Swiss bank account.
Lora: May nakita po ba kayong bata? Yung GANITO katangkad?
Friday:
Bonding with Mae in Bo's Coffee. Then, National. I LOVE HER LIKE, WHOA. `Nuff said.
Lastly, MY MOTHER IS THE BEST.
Her clothes are awesome. Now I have a brown polo that looks hot with my denim mini skirt and wedge sandals. A, what I call The Red Socialite Cocktail Dress. I so want to wear this on my 18th birthday. It gives the illusion of curves. Nyahahahahahahaha! And lastly, she dared me to wear a denim mini-skirt that she used to wear eons ago. She had a 24-inch waistline back then and I super pale in comparison. X_x Anyway, I still tried it on and HA! IT FITS, MAN! See? Rockstar.
Now I have 3 awesome pieces of clothing that screams vintage. 
It's about time to redeem myself from the godawful shit I wore in high school. (which merits an entirely different entry) Me likes dressing up na. Finally. X.x
Anyway, WEDGE SHOESSS. Me likey. There are bound to be tall guys out there, right? Pagbigyan nyo na ako pless. Tnxbai. Hahahahaha!
Written by kaktus at 09:39 PM.
You took my hand
You showed me how
You promised me you'd be around
Uh huh
That's right
I took your words
And I believed
In everything
You said to me
Yeah huh
That's right
If someone said three years from now
You'd be long gone
I'd stand up and punch them up
Cause they're all wrong
I know better
Cause you said forever
And ever
Who knew
Remember when we were such fools
And so convinced and just too cool
Oh no
No no
I wish I could touch you again
I wish I could still call you friend
I'd give anything
When someone said count your blessings now
For they're long gone
I guess I just didn't know how
I was all wrong
They knew better
Still you said forever
And ever
Who knew
Yeah yeah
I'll keep you locked in my head
Until we meet again
Until we
Until we meet again
And I won't forget you my friend
What happened
If someone said three years from now
You'd be long gone
I'd stand up and punch them out
Cause they're all wrong and
That last kiss
I'll cherish
Until we meet again
And time makes
It harder
I wish I could remember
But I keep
Your memory
You visit me in my sleep
My darling
Who knew
My darling
My darling
Who knew
My darling
I miss you
My darling
Who knew
Who knew?
Written by kaktus at 10:37 PM. Filed under Music and Lyrics.
I'm gonna blog a useless post again.
GRAD PRACTICES. 6 days! O.o Seriously. How perfect can one's sitting and standing skeelz get? March.Tayo.Upo.Clap.Tayo.Upo.March. All that stupid fuss for 10 seconds of recognition. Fine, fine, I get it. To whom much is given, much is expected. But this is way too much and what's worse, non-attendance on the practice days will merit 4 hours of community service. -_- Wala talagang kawala. Damned if you do, damned if you don't. 2 down, 4 to go!
And this is so materialistically pathetic of me but I want to buy, buy, BUY! more crap for myself. Oo kaawaan mo na ako. My mother told me to save my money and guess what? I bought a shirt the next day. Sadness. Ang dami kong damit pero bili pa rin ako ng bili. X.x At dahil makapal ang mukha ko at nakikibasa ka lang naman sa blog ko, ito ang aking wishlust:
o A white spaghetti-strapped shirt
o An "I am a scholar" shirt from Artwork
o Slippers from Banana Peel
o A purple shirt from A&F
See? NAKAKAAWA TALAGA.
HIGH SCHOOL EMO-NESS. Ito na yun e. Random crying moments. I like it. I don't like it. I like it. I don't like it. Bottomline is, I will miss high school. Sobrang hindi pa ako ready kahit na ang kulit-kulit ko about the whole college shizznit.
Haynako. O:
{ mood } crappy
Written by kaktus at 07:09 PM.
Because like all proper stories, I should start with a proper beginning.
2 weeks ago, I received a frantic call from my fellow EWF-lover, Prudon. She said that they will have a concert here in the Philippines. (Note: They are not the original group but the guy who organized the group was an original :D)
Bottomline is, I WANT TO GO.
And so I asked for the ticket prices and let's just say that NOT eating for 3 weeks in order to save my allowance is not enough for me to buy a decent ticket. The most I could do is beg and cry my brains out to my parents to fund my little concert drive but they said that, wag nalang since I have to admit, gastos lang daw. With a heavy heart, I decided to not pursue the endeavor since it will just be an exercise in futility. Huhu. T_T
I told Louise about the whole EWF thing and she was equally excited as I was. Yeah, Pruds, Lou and I are the ultimate fangirls when it comes to The Band. BUT. There's this one crucial thing: MONEY. Prudon will be able to watch since her mother will pay for it but us, the perpetually-broke rockstars can only dream as much.
THEN... Lou told me that her mother who is the director of the CDC MIGHT GET SOME TICKETS because they are going to stage a concert in Clark, Pampanga but it's not sure pa daw but I guess it's better than nothing right? We're one of the biggest optimists you'll see anyway. I told my mother about this is she was game with the idea of me going to Pampanga for the concert.
2 days before the concert though, she told me that they are not giving out free tickets so we were like,Ok lang. At least we don't have to do that stupid community service pa yung hirit namin to mask the disappointment. (hehe)
The concert was on Wednesday and as usual, grad prac shit then... dismissal time. Her mom texted her that there are already tickets and we were like, OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG! TULOY SA PAMPANGA! I immediately went supersonic on my mom on the phone to allow me to go and thank God she did. :D So, I just asked them to bring my stuff to Louise's condo and off we go to the north!
While we were in NLEX, her mother gave us a crash course on politics! Oha! Then, we visited her niece in the hospital and went to her sister's house. After that, went to the house in Clark to do some chores and then... CONCERT NA!!!!!!!!!
The tickets were actually VIP worth 3000 pesos and sobrang sulit talaga! We can actually sing the songs plus, Louise was also serenaded by the dreadlocks-ed guy! Hahahahahahahahahah! IT WAS THE BEST. We left Pampanga at around 12 and got back to Manila by 2. Buti nalang 10am pa pasok namin because I was able to go back to my house and get my grad shoes for the practice.
So you see, we get to watch the concert and not do the community service.
Biggest dreamers indeed.
It's just the best I ever had. 
Written by kaktus at 09:38 PM.
I am so sick and tired of marching and clapping and standing and sitting and marching and.. ad infinitum.
Thank God it's over. At least for now. 5 down and 1 to go.
Plus, our graduation gown's design is just so.. BLAH. They totally ripped us off. -_-;
I'm having mood swings lately. Blame it on the heat-traffic-pollution combo I experienced everyday from commuting. I love commuting but doing it in the most ungodly of hours will leave me in a foul mood in no time.
Oh, and sorry Meowpaw. I was rude, yeah.
Written by kaktus at 10:54 AM.
Don fetched me from the corner of the street going to my house. Marunong na mag-drive ang gago. Hahahah pisawt Don! :D Anyway, online kasi siya and he was like, how are you doing and shit so I answered that I'm required to watch a concert in Miriam but before that I'm going to Mcdo to order a Big Mac. I promised myself that I will work out every effing day and to reward myself for even trying, I bought the oh-so-sinful hamburger. (Trivia: I have a crush on Jughead from Archie comics) Ok, I'm digressing. Anyway, so there. I get to go to Katips for free and buy myself a big bad, Mac. Yay! Harhar. Yeah, my parents will kill me if they knew that I hitched a ride with my away-bati friend but this ain't the first time I've rode in a car with a guy pal driving so what gives? lolz
After that, toured Ateneo since hey, I'm going to pass through EAPI anyway, might as well tour the campus for the nth time right? HAHAHA. Crash course on collegeness. Me likey. 8D Went to Miriam already since Lora is bugging me for forever to come go to the college area. Then, CONCERT! Woohoo. If I could dance like that... NO, SERIOUSLY. Ditch UP, I'm going to UST and ogle at the Salinggawi Dance Troupe forever and ever HAHAHAHAHANOI'MJUSTKIDDINGDAMMIT. =)) But shit man, ANG GALING! Sayawatha is SO WHOA. Go Monek!
I'm so incoherent! Whatever's left of my thinking cells have disappeared already. Pfft.
Sa kotse:
P: Musta na?
D: Ito.. ok lang. May test kami sa calculus next week.
P: Integral or differential?
D: Pareho. (Then goes on explaining the basics. )
P: For crying out loud! Tapos na ang academics! Hahahaha!
D: Para alam mo na rin.
P: Cheh.
Yuck. Usapang geek. Feeling smart-ass naman ako sa calculus na yan e ano bang alam ko diyan? =))
Written by kaktus at 01:13 AM.
I am so Frostwire-Happy! Hahahahahaha!
Now, will you excuse me as I plug in more crap to my kakiPod 8D
Ano magandang songs na i-DL?
Written by kaktus at 11:52 AM.
Can somebody tell me when they're planning to remove the ban for new sign-ups? O:
4,000++ incoming freshies are dying to find out.
Forever lurker na lang ata ako dun e. ._.
Seriously! I have a million jillion bazillion questions and baka maburat lang sa akin si Ate Johanna. (hi ate!)
So there. It's not like I'm gonna spam there y'know. O:
Written by kaktus at 04:03 PM.
To my brother dearest,
PUTA. MAMATAY KA NA. I mean, low blow talaga e. I was just browsing my friend's multiply to check our pictures and I don't even know why you're there but suddenly blurting out that "mukha kang katulong" is way below the belt. TARANTADO KA PALA E. I'm not exactly the paragon of beauty and I am aware of that pero PUTA. WALA KANG KARAPATAN. I'm the only one who has the right to say that to myself and I don't do that because, I'm too good for that kind of bullshit. Besides, I don't deserve such harsh words for myself. Ang yabang mo e. Akala mo naman ang gwapo mo e tadtad naman ng pimple yang mukha mo.
One of these days, I'm gonna get a blunt knife and castrate you while you're sleeping, you manwhore.
With much hate that I wish you death,
Your sister.
Written by kaktus at 05:39 PM.
I am so full of hate.
I can't stand another day of putting up with horrible people here in my house.
And that stupid health check-up. Nung March 3 pa nagsimula. Hanggang ngayon, wala pa rin akong certificate. Because my parents are insisting na sa Healthfirst nalang ako magpacheck up which is, Oh, I don't know? In Manda-fucking-luyong? Hindi naman nila maasikaso dahil laging busy. I mean, DUH! Edi ako nalang ang pupunta sa UP na 2 sakay lang naman ng jeep! But I need a parent's consent which they just won't give, dammit. Hindi ko na nga kayo aabalahin kasi ako nalang ang pupunta mag-isa tapos ayaw niyo pa kesyo mahaba ang pila yadda-yadda. E di naman kayo ang pipila dun e. I just want to get this shit over with. Hindi ako mapakali hangga't hindi tapos e. -_-;
Sana may pasok na. I need to get away from here. Ha. They're rarely see me here pag college na ako.
I mean, what do you have to do to earn their stupid respect?
Nothing is ever good enough. I was never good enough, especially for my mother. Tss. Bahala siya.
Written by kaktus at 06:53 AM.
I am badly in need of a good shave.
Maybe that's the reason I am so snarky lately.
Oh, and I've been playing Ragnarok again.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
PM nyo: Paula the Cactus sa Valkyrie server.
Loser me much?
Hahahahahaha!
K. Off to the shower. I sorta kinda stink. Hehe
Written by kaktus at 04:42 PM.
I'm not gonna talk about the Baccalaureate mass anymore. May it be a lesson to my parents never to fight before a big day and BE LATE the next day because I will cry my brains out the entire ceremony. So yeah, instead of looking radiant and happy and shit, I was sporting the "my husband just left me" look. Whatever.
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Today is the last day of our graduation practice! Fina-fucking-ly. Last day to wear the school uniform too! Hay. Has it really been 4 years? O.o
After the practice, I went to UP again (with Louise again!) to finally have my medical check up. Turns out, Healthfirst does not conduct free check ups if it's school related. I can't help but say to my parents, I TOLD YOU SO. We went there but breaktime nila so we just ate lunch first at the coop. While eating, we were also talking animatedly about torture. So funny. No, actually it's morbid. But hahaha, funny e. Knife with hooks, baby. And aim for the stomach. Then, we went to the CHE because I also want to get a course syllabus for the ID program and surprise, surprise! I don't have Math 17! WOOOOO. Math 11 lang. Goodness. Algebra ito diba? Homaygahd.
Anyway, we went back to the UHS and I felt horribly stupid because I can't follow not-so-simple insructions from mean old people regarding the procedure. Like, delayed ba sweldo nyo or something? I'm a noob ok? And my parents are not with me but please, I don't deserve the snarkiness despite of my stupidity. Poof. The doctor who conducted my medical exam was the one we saw in Coop. Wala lang. We dined in the same establishment. lol
While lining up in the Records, there was this guy who said, "Paula right?" Inisip ko, WTF. Bakit nya ako kilala? He doesn't look remotely familiar and yet he knows my name? O_o; Anyway, turns out that he was also there when I went to MoA with Miko. Talked about our courses and the graduation etc. Same time, same date. Hahahaha. Ateneo talaga gaya-gaya sa Miriam. ((:
After an hour and half, I'm finally done with the check up. I'll only have to get the X-ray results on Monday and get the medical certificate. Yeyness.
Went to Cordillera Coffee (we had to cross the great big green grass grounds, avoid a possibly rabid dog in need for some nice butt-biting and jump over a ditch for crying out loud!) to celebrate and got home around 4:15.
I swear ang saya ng araw na ito but I this entry ain't doing no justice to the fun-ness of it all. x.x
Written by kaktus at 10:52 PM.
I had my ear pierced today! Sabay kami ni Louise. Nyahahahahahahaha!
But before that, we ate at Cravings because my tita gave me a gift check worth 1000 bucks! KASAMA NAMIN SI SIR BIGS, our Filipino teacher! 2 recently-graduated high school teenagers can't consume that much food even if it's expensive no? ;p When we saw Sir Bigs in Natio, I figured, why not invite him! And so we did, and it was sooo fun! Ang kulit nyo talaga forever.
We love our new ear piercing and for that, we're gonna do it again.
Oh, and I'm a graduate already! Congratulate me, minions! XD
Written by kaktus at 10:16 PM.
