Entries for November, 2007
Cause we are living in a material world
And I am a material girl!
Written by kaktus at 05:50 PM. Filed under The Cooler Life.
I promise to make a loooong entry tomorrow. :D
Because I am in this deep pit of shit (AGAIN.)
Whoever said that senior year is easy is an <expletive deleted> liar.
Written by kaktus at 05:28 PM.
I promise to write yesterday. Or was it the other day? Ehehe...
Anyway, WAZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZAAAAAAHHP! (Budweiser Advertisement. HAHAHAHA!)
-After wasting a tree's worth of paper (ink, finger muscle power and time), I am finally done (well, almost) with my notecards. This is sick. As far as I know, we are the only high school who does this kind of thing! I mean, have you heard of other high schools doing a research paper on you know, Social Justice? They are making us to do it to what? Hoping it would make us change for the better? HAHAHA! PLEASE. A big fat whatever.
-I need help in Physics. Can't handle it anymore.
-Meowpaw said this is bloggable and we all know he knows best. I finally got my CSAT (College Scholastic Aptitude Test) results and wow. Sana ganun din score ko sa UPCAT and ACET. Percentile rank is 93 and quality index is superior. I repeat, SANA GANYAN DIN MAKUHA KO SA UPCAT AT ACET. Hahahahahahaha! *cues Ambisyoso by Kamikazee*
-During our Physics class,
Louise: Hala, Paula! Baka mali yang sagot mo.
Me: Ulol. Ang tali-talino ko eh.
Sabay tawa pareho. HAHAHAHAHA. Ang ganda ko talaga.
-Some old friend from a distant past texted to me something so f-ing bizarre I don't believe him. Swear! I mean, SERIOUSLY? Oh my flying goats.
I hope this is long enough. 
AY WAIT. PAHABOL.
I will move to WORDPRESS soon. Seryoso. I'll prolly name it belvita or justaddwater or kaktus parin. :D
Why? Because I'm a fickle-minded person who needs 4 blogs in order to function properly. Joke. It's because they have better themes there, a better commenting tool, plus you can upload your own header which is YEHEY! for me because it's user-friendly! I still love you Tabbie but. Hehehe. Face it, WP does have a better layout thingamajig. :D
Written by kaktus at 10:16 PM.
Written by kaktus at 08:17 AM.
I can't help but shiver at my own ignorance when it comes to dressing decently back in first and second year.
Imagine wearing pink ill-fitting capri pants paired with a sleeveless purple shirt and blue Chuck Taylors with socks during your fair. What was I thinking! I even thought that was CUTE back then.
Strike one.
How about wearing a super fit shirt partnered with a long-ish skirt and the same blue Chuck Taylors with socks. I mean, WHAT WAS THAT!
Strike two.
Oh, and there was this time...
Strike one million.
Written by kaktus at 05:20 PM. Filed under The Cooler Life.
Disregard all my other claims of being in the worst predicament there is. This day tops it all.
I am gonna whine, bitch, moan and whine again about my day so I'd be pushing the X button if I were you.
1. ID. I can't believe I forgot my ID! I was staring at it while fixing my socks for cripe's sake! How absentminded can you get! So now I had to pay for 20 f-ing pesos for a piece of paper that would serve as my id for the day which was meant to be returned during dismissal. Of course, I FORGOT THAT.
2. Physics. THAT'S IT. I REALLY NEED A TUTOR. I am willing to pay money to whoever can teach me EFFECTIVELY about projectile motions, gravitation, torque etc. If I pass the last long test and the exams, I would treat you to lunch. Any takers? (No D, I don't want you to teach me for free because you'll probably just babble on how f-ing easy the subject is and in the process, make me look as dumb as hell because I can't understand the relatively "easy" concepts.)
3.Prayer Leader. I hate being the prayer leader. SMIRKS. It's not like, we're praying sincerely you know. Tss.
4.Outline for English. AKO LANG ANG NAG-IISIP PARA SA TATLONG ULO. I mean, I know we're only doing this for the grade but please, effort naman!
5. Humorscope drawings. Yes. I totally suck. I have all the time in the world to do this last night but did I do it? NooooOoo.
6. Accidentally erased the equations on the board. There was a big SAVED written on it. Big, bold, underlined letters. Pero hindi ko nabasa. Absentminded, stupid or both?
7. Totally got killed in PE. Practical test for frisbee and I know it's just a plastic, plate-ish thingy but I can't throw it properly. Oo. Yun nalang hindi ko pa magawa ng tama.
8. Club time. I suddenly remembered that I forgot my short brown envelope which contains our ARPS for English on the caf. I searched the huts, went to the office and went back to the high school campus to go search in the computer lab where I think I left it. ONLY TO REALIZE THAT IT WAS INSIDE OF MY BAG ALL ALONG. Worse, Miko was with me so can you just imagine her reaction when I told her that? The only thing missing in the scene was me breaking down and stuff. It wasn't really anger or anything, just annoyance. You will definitely need Patience pills if you're best friends with me. X_x
This day is a series of crap beyond another f-ing pile of crap not even mitigated by a scoop of Goldrush-flavored ice cream and seeing your comics appear in the school paper. 
Le sigh.
I hope the concept of action and reaction comes into play in my situation right now. If it gets any worse, at least please make the next one a million times better.
HOMG. I need a hug.
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On the lighter side of things, here's a text conversation I had with my friend last night. (So I can finally delete it from my inbox) I'm Y.
X: How about you? Any men you bedazzled?
Y: I wish the world works that way. But to answer your question, no.
X: Haha! Magsuklay ka! Dapat kasi be one with the crowd. Ehem... Mag short skirt ka! Hahaha XD
Y: I'm getting advice on how to attract guys from you? Seriously now! /: ) Based on experience ba yan?
X: I'M GAY. Hahaha xp
{ mood } Horrible
Written by kaktus at 05:26 PM.
Date with Mae today at Casa Xocolat in Katips. I loooove that place. Hehehe. Met up with her in the college lanai then waited for their driver to arrive to drop us off at the place.
Before that, I was ready to pass out due to the vicious pain I'm experiencing in my lower abdomen because of my frigging dysmenorrhea. God, it sucks. Bless art thou people who invented Dolfenal. Without it, I wouldn't be able to enjoy my date with Mae which I did! :D
I miss you. Parang walang 5 buwan ang lumipas grabe. I mean, I CAN'T BELIEVE IT WAS THAT LONG AGO SINCE I LAST SAW YOU?! And I must say, nothing much has changed. You are still the same old Mae I super love! I hope you are not bothered by the idea of hanging out with a high school student. Hayaan mo, 4 months nalang.
Anyway, after that, we went back in Miriam and wala lang, siya nag-drive! She looks so calm and poised! :D I feel so proud! *squeals*
Uh-oh... Must pop another Dolfenal candy.
{ book } Norwegian Wood by Haruki Murakami
{ mood } Dolfenal-high!
Written by kaktus at 06:00 PM.
Generally, I think Mondays are crap. It's an overview on how your week is going to be. The teachers also tend to return my(our) crappy seatworks, quizzes and other whatnots. It totally kills the spirit! But that doesn't include me because I just don't give a flying goat about it anymore remember? Haha! (Ssh. I still do. But my moaning will not bring back the dead...err... past mistakes.)
But I like this Monday.
Wala lang.
---oOo---
Gago! Kinasusuklaman kita, mamatay ka na! Ayoko sa'yo.
Me: I wonder what would happen to JV, love if we steal his "magical" meterstick? (We're discussing Torque in Physics e. :D)
The Aforementioned Bestfriend: WALA NA. WALA NA. You just killed him.
{ music } LOVE
{ show } House
Written by kaktus at 05:31 PM.
If there's one thing in the world that can dampen my spirits...
It's watching my friends cry.
Not that I'm not indifferent. It just kind of stabs me in the heart to witness them at their most vulnerable state. Makes me want to hug them and say, "hey, you'll laugh at this 10 years from now."
Love you, Shrew.
Written by kaktus at 08:18 PM.
I don't get it. I really don't. It was not exactly a first class place that we went into you see. And yet, some of my classmates are wearing what, I don't know, make-up perhaps? With clothes fit for a party on some chic place? Maybe that's the way some of them really dress and I can't do anything about it but I sure do feel guilty. We were all (yes, including myself) moaning and whining because of the rain and the mud and a million other things. Well, you couldn't really blame us because it was raining the whole day yesterday but that's beside the point.
Anyway, I saw the farmers. They had with them a look of hope and anticipation because we went to interact with them, to feel their life, to know them personally.
But did we?
I hate sounding like a hypocrite if I tell here that my classmates are being "urban princesses" because I'm not much different. We all just want to suck it up, and get it done so we can go home back to our comfortable lives. In our own little world, everything is neatly laid for us, no worry when the next meal is going to be. No worry that we'll only have the same set of clothes for the next 5 years. No worry about the future because even that, we know we aren't going to end up in some hellhole.
With our class' general attitude towards them, I think we are one pathetic bunch.
Written by kaktus at 06:20 PM.
