Entries for February, 2007
Tis the season of hearts already Falalalalalalala~
And what better way to acknowledge it than writing about it right? :D I got the idea from annahojmai and Jessica Zafra. Yep, giving credit to whom/where its due. Lest I'll be sued for stealing ideas. 
Shooowtime. I'm gonna post here the different kinds of suitors you'll/you've prolly encountered. As for me, I'm only basing it on the collective periphery of my imagination (Got this one from Charlson Ong naman. ;P).
Oh my gee. This post is full of rehashed stuff. I better stop! Wahahaha!
Ahem, without further ado...bo...
Señor Perpekto (daw)
He has the money, the looks and the confidence to woo even the most frigid of hearts. A certified smooth-talker and definitely very, VERY egotistical. He'll make you feel like a goddess kasi nagkagusto siya sayo. Amputs. The best way to pop this ballooning ego of his is to... say, YOU. ARE. BUSTED. Wahahahahaha! He's accustomed to the "what he wants, he gets mentality" so...prove him wrong sistah. Unless of course, you like him back. Nyay.
Line: You know what ? You are so damn lucky to have me. (Ulolness to the max)
Si Pangako
He'll promise you everything AS IN EVERYTHING. Even the most absurd! (moon, sun, stars. lolz) He also promise to love you FOREVER. And ever. Amen. IF you say yes. And if you did, you'll learn that the words, everything and forever are just ephemeral terms. Merely exaggerations of what he promise to be for you. As the cliche goes, promises are made to be BROOOKEN. Hep. Haha. Mukhang may kilala akong ganito ah. Lolz.
Line: Ibibigay ko sa'yo ang lahat-lahat pati ang buhay ko. Sagutin mo lang ako.
Torpe
He will never ok? NEVER say that he has intentions of making ligaw to you. Ever. So don't count on it. Besides, how can you possibly like him back when he has this impeccable way of staying anonymous in every known situation. Diba?! Hahahaha. Though, torpes are kind of cute akshaly. At least you're safe to assume that their intentions are sincere. Now if only they would talk... AND MAKE THEIR DAMN MOVE. Haha! *sings Torpe by HYP* Don't start getting ideas na may gusto ako sa isang taong torpe kasi... it's Bon Jovi lang for me right now. Wahohers.
Line:
Him: Umm.. may sasabihin ako sayo...
You: Ano? :D
Him: Ay..wala...hehe...
Mayaman ako! Period.
He'll bribe his way to your heart dearie. It may sound swell and stuff. But I don't think that's right. Hellur, if you only like him because he is rich... Uh... No offense pero bababa tingin ko sa'yo. O: It would be nice though if you like him, not because he is rich but because of who he really is. :D
Line: Anong gusto mo, bibilhin ko para sa'yo.
Jockstaroo.
I have seen enough of those High School Flicks and seems like, Dream Come True talaga ang maging prinsesa ng isang Jock. HAHAHA! Let's see... you'll lose your voice..cheering for his games. You are obliged to attend the homecoming eklavu parties. Lagi kang may kaagaw sa oras nya. And you won't help to be jealous since you know he is surrounded by those bodilicious cheerleaders. Haha! Ang baaaad ko. 
Btw, notorious ito sa pagiging chickboy. So highly probable that if he asks you to be his gelpren, matagal na ang isang buwan. :D
Line: Nood ka sa practice ko ha.
Stalker
Now this one's ANNOYING to the highest level of electrons. Papatayin nya social life mo. He's uber-persistent, won't take NO for an answer and will even ask your friends EVERYTHING about you. Creepy. He just won't get a friggin' hint on keeping distance. He'll call you every goddamn hour of the day and when he's not doing that, he'll text you courtesy of the unlimitxt promo. Annoying sobra. Well, if you like him naman... fine. Stalk nyo isa't isa. Nyahahahaha. Weh.
Line: Nasan ka na? Kumain ka na ba? Kamusta ka na? Nanananana.
Alipin
No one can be more endearing than this one. Sakripisyo at Penitensya ang gagawin niya para sa'yo. Whatever you say, he will DEFINITELY do. Homeworks. Projects. And kung talagang patay na patay siya sayo, pati Thesis mo. Or Literary Criticism! Pwede rin. Oh, and super gentleman rin. :D Guys like these will melt my heart. Sincerity and Slavery rules! HAHA.
Line: Your wish is my command.
Haha. Ang saya ng lola mo. Deadliest combo? Alipin na mayaman. Pero sorry nalang tayo kasi walang ganyan sa Pilipinas. Or in any part of the world for that matter. Anyhoo, Happy Season of Hearts! Greetings from a bona-fide NBSB-er. Share me your chocolates ok?
{ music } Far Away by Nickelback
{ mood } creative
Written by kaktus at 08:26 AM. Filed under Cardiology 101.
I should be happy right now since we still don't have acads next week right? Wrong. Dahil...
Speech Fest FINALS- We want to pawn this but, I'm 100% sure that the seniors will be the one who'll bag the first place anyway. >.> The upperclassmen always does. And I'm looosing my voice. *croaks* No thanks to my Bon Jovi concert marathons in front of the PC for the past two days and uhm... overdoing some Sharon Cuneta songs on the stereo... Gahd. Who's the loser now? Me or you? Haha.
Field Trip- As much as I want to be ecstatic about our field trip... I CAN'T. Because it totally sucks. Mount Samat?! For crying out loud, that is so... totally GRADE SCHOOL. Oh yeah, and two churches pa nga pala. Ok... churches. Exciting... Kamusta naman yan diba?
Retreat- Ohohoho. Excited na ako. I'm not obliging people to make me a Palancas though kasi tamad rin akong gumawa. ;P I hope this event will make the bond of our class, 3-XI stronger.
ALEX - I'll get the activities related to Geom and Chem because if the system is still the same to last year, I'll be able to get bonus points for the aforementioned subjects. (BADLY needed talaga kasi eh. :D)
Sana back-to-normal na ulit ang isked namin. Nakakamiss rin pala ang acads. No joke. Namimiss ko na. :|
{ book } As The Crow Flies
{ mood } Medyo Depressed
Written by kaktus at 07:35 PM.
Oh joy. Oh j-o-y. I've finally watched it! Grabe. Audrey Hepburn was so gorgeous. I wanna be like her. Haha. Or maybe not. She's got an awful lot of "mean reds", she calls `em. Wait, I have an awful lot of mean reds too. She's a free spirit; I would love to believe that I myself, is a free spirit too. (Haha connection. lolz)
Ha. I'm a bit down lately. Must've been because of this manic weather. It's so damn cold. (My hands are getting really numb and to think, naka-jacket na ako and naka-off yung fan! O.O)
Anyhoo, this movie lifted my spirits. I kinda saw myself in Holly's character. Before you start getting ideas that I'm having this illusions that I'm her, don't. Hehe. Ok... maybe a bit. Whatever. (But I'll never be as gorgeous mehn. Sayang. Hahahaha!)
{ music } Baby, It's A Wild World
{ book } As The Crow Flies
{ mood } Happy na?
Written by kaktus at 05:38 PM.
Words will never convey the emotion I'm feeling right now. I mean, I won't help but be bitter upon experiencing defeat on something all of us worked so hard for right? (almost cracking under pressure akshaly.)
Yeah. Thought so.
So now, I'm pigging out on tofu. Generously dripping with teriyaki sauce. It can't be beat. *sigh*
For what it's worth, I still love us guys. We will still get the pizza party anyway, unsavory had the outcome turned out for us.
{ mood } Sadness Personified
Written by kaktus at 06:23 PM. Filed under Academics.
I'm gonna tell my Physics adventure(yesterday) and our Field Trip(today) on Friday. (Tinatamad pa ako and stuff. Hahahahaha!)
Miriam has this semi-demented sort of thing with us, juniors. They don't exactly give us rest after a whole week of activities. Regu-effing-lar classes tomorrow. Highly appreciated thank you.
Meanwhile let's focus our remaining energies to...
WENTWORTH MILLER.
Hot.
Mine.
Haha. Whatever.
Written by kaktus at 08:50 PM.
As of now, I'm eating breathing living PRISON BREAK. I'm hooked. And I plan to spend this day watching the whole season. I'm don't think I want to write about the field trip and the ALEX anymore. Magpa-kwento ka nalang sa akin sa YM. :D
Non Sequitur: My jeans actually FITS me again. I had it since I was in Grade 7 and then I stopped wearing it in high school because it was literally bulging at the seams. Yet due to my wardrobe shortage dilemma, I had to wear it again and face the consequences of almost-not breathing. Well.... IT FITSssSsss like magic! :D
It only means one thing: It's either my pants are magical. OR I GOT THINNER!
Happiness.
Or maybe napupunta sa height ko? O_o;
{ music } TORPEdo by Eheads
{ show } PRISON BREAK!
Written by kaktus at 07:47 AM.
Due to this affliction called, blog impotence, my blogging doctor recommends me to take a blog leave, a.k.a. a blogging hiatus.
She also recommends me to:
-Clean my dangerously messy room ASAP or else it'll be home to those bottom of the food chain creatures lurking in the shadows. (creepy.)
-Do the pile load of shit which is piling up at an alarming rate on my desk and well, basically prioritize my acads first. (Instead of thinking about the hits, comments and tags of this blog.)
-Not to be complacent about my grades because it would not look good on my college application forms in the not-so-distant-future. O.o
-Instead of thinking about what to write, watch nalang the entire season of Prison Break. (SEASON 2!)
-Load up on chocolate. Anything that will make me forget that I am still and godforbids, forever will be an NBSBer. Corollarily, I have to contact Lora and ask how we will spend this Single Awareness Day of ours. (I'll buy the chocolates, you buy the flowers? Or vice versa?)
-Not to touch vodka again. Kahit sip lang. Because it'll make your throat burn like hell and have you croaking for the next 10 minutes. What was I thinking? That it's black currant juice?! Get a life Paula.
-Panic about the draft of my body.
-Don't feel depressed like the world doesn't love me and shit. It's just the blues. Err...reds.
-Seriously get a life.
Thanks Doc, WILL BE BACK ON... WHENEVER.
When I'm in the mood to chronicle my self-centered life again. :D
Meanwhile, I'll go be a diligent junior first. Eew. That didn't sound right. Diligence does not exist on mah vocab. Hahaha!
{ music } Vindicated by Dashboard Confessionals
{ mood } Haha. Wala lang. :|
Written by kaktus at 08:44 AM.
Break's over. I'm back to being a slave...err..student.
The retreat was...happily depressing. Hehehe. I never felt more lonelier... and happier. I can't presume that I'm a nicer person after the retreat but... I feel...kind..of happy. O.O And contented.
Whatever.
{ music } Sharon Cuneta. :D
{ mood } :)
Written by kaktus at 05:52 PM.
I've been really inactive these past few days. The lack of time, the pile load of crap sitting on my desk. turbo-mode academics and a lot of activities are sucking the juices out of my brain. Haha weh. Di nga, seryoso.
My Valentines Day a.k.a. The Feast of the Lupercalia was a BLAST. I had the grandest time semi-okraying people(with flowers) with my ninang sa USTe. Yes, we're a bunch of cynics I know. lol. Tapos, I also promised myself that I would send myself flowers on the next Valentines Day celebration. Then at least I can boast that I did receive flowers at least once during my entire high school life. Haha What. a. loser.
Desedido na rin akong mag-UST.(ulol. di nga?!) BFA Advertising Arts. <3 Before I delve into that topic, I must rant first about my PAPER. OMFGWTFBBQ. 8 pages kasi eh. Page 6 palang, sumusuko na utak kong mag-isip... page 8 pa kaya! Like, whatthefuckingever mehn. Lagi pang absent si Miss. NASA KANYA KASI DISKETTE KOOOOO. And I have to pass the fucking draft on Monday. Meaning to say, kahit illegal, kailangan kong gawin sa bahay. AT PAGPUYATAN ULIT. Shit sobra. Barely a week has gone by since I last did that and sobrang 2 araw akong zombie sa school. Like, whut. Sabaw talaga promise. So don't go asking me why I'm failing Filipino and Social Studies. (OO. Pati yan, nasagasaan na ng Papel ko.) And I've also been stealing a lot of sleep lately, usually during the most unconventional of times... like when Sir Jay is discussing a new lesson about circles. I'm in the nth circle of hell right now. Tangents. Secants. *shivers* Nahuli rin akong nagbabasa ng El Fili ng Social time. Shyet. Hahahaha!
Pawasakan na tayo ng buhay sa pagiging Junior oh!
Wait balik tayo sa Paper ko... it sucks like shit. I'm gonna make ipon a lot of chakras for this one talaga.
Ngayon. Umm. Haha. Tapos, blah and blah. Tapos. Blah. Yun. Blah. Then I watched a play in Ateneo with Joan, Crescent and Don. Sobrang akala ko hindi ka pupunta pare! *huggggg* I toldja I would bring the tissue kasi it's a love story and both of us are heartbroken and shit..pero nakalimutan ko eh. And di rin magagamit since the play was so... brilliantly funny. :D
Sayang nga lang kasi di ko natapossss! *TEARS*
Anyhoo, thanks pards. Ang saya mo kasama! Itaguyod natin ang bandera ng mga Lonely Hearts Club. Ako ang poster girl nun! Rakkon m/! Hahahahahahaha!
Wish me luck on my paper narin. Sabog talaga siya promise.
Ok... DVD Marathon ng PB na muna ako. WENK. 
{ show } Prisonbreak
{ mood } cheerful
Written by kaktus at 11:07 PM.
Guess what baby
The things we say
came true today
Coz we listened to our hearts
No one but you will ever do
Our search is through
But our journey's just beginning
Nothing but love can last forever
Nothing but love will start
To mend the place inside your heart
That needed healing
Nothing but love can last forever
Nothing but love will start
To make your head spin round and round
You know you're feeling love
Nothing but love
Nothing but love
Can't read your mind
Lord knows I'm tryin'
But in your eyes
I see everything you need to know
Nothing to do but follow you
My aim is true I could never ask for any more
And if you walk away
You know that I will follow
To steal back your broken heart
At least until tomorrow
Because whatever comes today
Beside you I can't hide you're the one
Nothing but love can last forever
Nothing but love will start
To mend the place inside your heart
That needed healing
Nothing but love can last forever
Nothing but love will start
To make your head spin round and round
You know you're feeling
Nothing but love could hold our world together
Nothing but love can start
To let us hear the sounds above
that have been screaming love
Nothing but love
{ music } Just Take My Heart
{ book } My paper.
{ mood } Ngarag
Written by kaktus at 01:02 PM.
Madalas akong inaantok nitong nagdaang mga araw.
Wala lang.
Sharing. :D
Kthnx. Sabaw na talaga ako. Ahahaha! :D
Written by kaktus at 05:52 PM.
Less than 25 days nalang and my stint as a junior will be over already. But screw this, sobrang... Hell week na ata kami eh. Lahat na ata ng subjects na pwedeng patawan ng asignatura, nagawa na nila! 
English Literary Criticism (Conclusion!!!), 3 chapters of El Fili every meeting, mind-boggling CIRCLES every single damn day sa Geom, Gas Laws ng Chem, La Salle Prom pa pala (Lord help me. :| !!!), JS Turnover practices and the Turnover itself, Social Studies Quiz tomorrow, THE Open House, Health HW, CL Parish Involvement, CL Group Presentation, Music Shit.
Brain atrophy activated.
Patulugin nyo naman ako please?
Or just blow my head to smithereens instead. Thanks.
{ book } A History of the World
{ mood } Nahihilo na
Written by kaktus at 07:30 PM. Filed under Academics.
I have all the right reasons to hate this week. Late dismissals. Shitty test scores and all the requirements that are due this week... DIYOSA KO, it's making me look uglier than usual. We're being constantly harassed by our teachers which are actually beginning to morph into not so pretty sadists. No shit.
But no,I'm not going to get all angsty and everything because like what I said, I've had enough with my ugliness issues and getting angry on stuff I'm bound to do anyway will only further deepen my larger than life eyebags and pessimism. So, I'll just let them be. :D
Actually, I can't believe I'm this happy again. Getting over some *cough* things are somewhat easier when you are as busy as a bee. Been sleeping really late na rin. My brain is already FRIED from too much radiation in front of the computer, no effin' thanks to the bloody paper. Busina na ng bus ang gumigising sa diyosa nyo. X_o
Anyway, just had our turnover kanina and it was so... sabog. It was supposed to be solemn and shit but then, when you're feeling really HOT literally... you'll fidget a lot, get bored, lose your senses and just let your id take over you present predisposition. Haha huwaat. Basta ang init, at sort-of walang kwenta rin.
Pero wala lang, naka-heels ako! :D 2-inch heels to my 5'9 frame = 5'11 pare. Holy shit. But we all look so girlash-y! Right Lorskie? Tapos, LSGH Prom na rin pala tomorrow. Double Holy Shit. HAHA. Met up with Jess para ibigay nya na daw yung invitation. Kthnxwhatever. Sa buffet table lang ako buong gabi boi. Hahahahaha.
Gluttony as it's best.
P.S.: I've missed you Tabulas, my labs. Sorry for my infrequent updates. :D
{ music } Shy Guy-Diana King
{ show } Maging Sino Ka Man
{ mood } Relieved :)
Written by kaktus at 10:07 PM. Filed under Academics.
You live, you learn
You love, you learn
You cry, you learn
You lose, you learn
You bleed, you learn
You scream, you learn
You grieve, you learn
You choke, you learn
You laugh, you learn
You choose, you learn
You pray, you learn
You ask, you learn
You live, you learn
{ music } You Learn-Alanis Morisette
Written by kaktus at 08:02 AM.
I am so itching for summer. Less than a month to go nalang! But now, I still have to slave over my Chem book. I'm beginning to understand a fraction of this stuff called Gas Laws. Oh, and the paper. The horror of defending it in front of your English teacher. Oh paper, oh paper... How shall I defend thee? I'm seriously planning of donning a bao-bao a.k.a Chun Li hairstyle on the day of my defense. I hope to God my hair will make them not take me seriously because if that's the case, I can assure myself they won't ask those brain-panicking sort of questions. (Logic was never my best attribute. lolx)
I swear to God, my brain has diminished into the size of a pea eversince I entered junior year. (brain atrophy is really working) I super wooper hope it'll bounce back to its normal size once summer hits my calendar. Hahahahaha!
Hyper. :D
{ music } Dancing Queen
{ book } My Planner
Written by kaktus at 06:22 PM.
We just drawed lots today as to who would go first on our English Defense. I don't know about you but me, being one of the last is just as worse as being one of the first.
I know I should be happy because I will have all the time in the world to prepare my presentation. (Ok... I was overjoyed. Until I pondered about the consequences of such situation O.O)
Since I'll be one of the last people who will present, my adrenaline rush would have waned by then and it'll make me complacent and lazy for the sheer reason of, "matagal pa naman ako eh." Ergo, it's highly probable I'll screw it all up! 
(Take a deep breath, you are overreacting.)
Must give my damnedest best shot on this one. Hahaha. O:
{ music } Online by 6cyclemind
{ mood } worried
Written by kaktus at 06:03 PM.
Knowing our printer has run dry of ink yesterday, and our paper is due today, I asked my seatmate Mon to print my paper and that I'll just pay her tomorrow (today). She said ok so I figured, I'm still good. I just have to add the title page and the bibliography and then I'm finished naman na. I let my brother use the PC first while I review for my quiz in Social today (which I bombed. O.o;;;; ) and uhh...rest. Kampante pa ako eh.
Now, if I wasn't rudely awakened by my favorite brother, I wouldn't have been able to wake up and do my paper. So, in a way... I'm grateful for that rudeness.
Anyway, I logged on in YM and saw Mon. Ok sa olrayt pa diba? Type-type-type. A bit of editing here... and a bit of editing there. There. FINISHED.
NOT.
Because Mon's printer decided it doesn't want to print anymore. Well, Mon and I can only exchange curses through chat. After all, we're both in deep, DEEP, D-E-E-P SHIT. (Did I mention we were in deep shit?) The submission is today and it's worth 40 f-ing points and if we I don't submit it, dogfuckingone it. Shining, shimmering, splendid EGG. And no, I would not dare afford such disgrace.
Time for Plan B. (The problem is, I don't have a Plan B.)
So now, I have to BEG.
I IM-ed a lot of people asking them to print my paper and that, I'll just pay them tomorrow blah-blah-blah. Their response is either, no ink, no paper or both.
Ok... I understand.
OMFG. Paula, don't panic. You can always cut classes and print your paper on the nearby computer shops along the Katipunan Road before English time.
Out of sheer desperation, I also asked begged grovelled to my first year friend. A junior begging a freshman! Thankfully, she agreed to print it and yes, I offered to pay for it. Loving you Alanah!
Don also volunteered to print my paper and I am actually more than grateful to him. I was able to get if from Miko, who is Don's busmate.
So now, my arse is momentarily saved from damnation.
To you guys, I am ever-so-grateful. >:D<
And I am sorry for being a bit too user-friendly. (I'LL MAKE IT UP TO YOU GUYS!!!! Promise to the maxx.)
{ music } Every Breath You Take by Sting and the Police
{ book } El Filibusterismo
{ mood } Relieved and Grateful
Written by kaktus at 05:44 PM.
